"It's not about losing friends. It's not about fear. It's about recognition for things that I've already accomplished. It's about the fact that I've shown more mettle than any other student in this damned academy. Look at the marks I've been given and ask yourself how many Lords and Darths would have me as their apprentice. How many of them have the temperament and ideals I share and can see the potential you've seen? When I came to you I did so with Gyn Hothe's holocron, something you'd been seeking for a long time. Perhaps it was fate that drew me to it. But I drew it to you and have served you well," he says, an edge on his tone.
"I understand that there is a dynamic of the master and apprentice relationship, but we have been working together for nearly two months and you know me by now. I am conflict and I am violence... but I am also loyalty and determination. I walked into Death's Shadows lair and was nearly killed in the process of making sure those I stood with survived. And then I returned to end a threat that had been stalking this planet for centuries despite the threat I knew it posed."
"If you did not want an apprentice that took loyalty to the extreme you may have chosen poorly. If you did not want your apprentices to expect to be recognized for their successes and strengths you have chosen poorly. If you did not want an apprentice with a fierce sense of personal pride then you have chosen poorly. And if you did not want an apprentice that would not hunt down and kill those that have bled and fought for them you have chosen poorly."
"You could kill me in an instant, with barely a thought. I understand that. I am as expendable to you as any other apprentice or student such as Faln or Gerald. Again understood. I have understood that for weeks. And still I came back to you because your fervor and determination feed my drive for a future where I can reach new heights and attain any goal I can conceive of. But I am an individual... not your clone. If you cannot deal with that I may not be the apprentice for you."
_________________ Sith Lord | Force Sensitive | Human (sith-blood) | Reputation 7 | Imperial Noble | Pilot | Duelist | 16 Graduation Points | Bane of Death's Shadow | Zash's Talent | Team Zeno Equipment: armored clothes, utility belt, datapad, custom tuk'ata helm, shoto (pravá ruka) & shoto (ľavá ruka), backpack, wilderness survival kit
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